||| 大男人vs.大小姐?? |||

     

 

photo taken during 2008 Halloween and last Friday 19.06.2009.

8 months passed, and we proceed from 1st meet in Singapore into a pair of couple today.

大小姐 grew a bit chubby that's real, and she seems happier and more confident, right?

 

     

 

We visited New York New York again last Friday,

and we insisted to have the same seat we came for the 1st time.

Nothing much ever changed, there are still customers around our seat,

they are still using the same layout for the menu, and I'm still using the same camera taking these photos.

The only thing made difference, might be the relationship between us,

the different way of communicating between us, or maybe the atmosphere between us.

 

     

 

We ordered and shared a meat platter for 2,

quite satisfy with the food, but not for the drinks.

Everyone around us seems kinda surprise with out platter.

Why not??!! We the chubby duo definitely can finish them! heh~

 

It's great to have you 大小姐,

and know what, you grew chubby cause you always eat but never do exercise, lol~

Emptiness...

Lulu just reminded me of this word.

 

當一些事情已經超過了自己的零界點,

我開始感覺到了空虛. 只是, 或許你會覺得,

空虛這個詞語, 以我現在的年齡來說, 未免說得太年輕了吧.

於是為了能讓讀者們更耐心地閱讀, 我只好承認我的忍耐力超低的.

 

工作的生活裡, 會遇到一些雞巴的人和事.

感覺就好像一首歌, 沒有了曲子, 沒有了副歌, 然後一直重複同樣的段落.

那種感受比一直重複一首你不喜歡的歌曲還要痛苦.

說到這裡, 你們應該或多或少理解到了我現在的感受了吧~

 

那麼你或許會有疑問, 這些跟空虛到底有甚麼關係呢?

空虛, 或許是因為沒有選擇, 然後必須選擇你不喜歡的選擇.

空虛, 或許是因為每天都得對著雞巴人, 然後嘗試比他們更雞巴地嘻皮笑臉.

空虛, 或許空虛, 因而空虛... ...

任憑桌上的氣水發燒... ...

又轉了一圈的時鐘, 還是漫無目的地向前走.

腦細胞一顆一顆一顆, 喪失了活躍的性質, 然後... 死去...

於是, 感覺身體越來越緩慢, 遲鈍, 然後欲罷不能.

 

任由擺布似的, 跳了個tone.

原本放肆的, 已經安靜, 然後退色.

潛意識潛水般沒有浮現過, 已經停頓, 我想.

 

還是接受不了放棄, 把天線拉長,

嘗試接收微乎其微但確實存在過的頻率.

 

原來, 希望的電波仍然鼓動著... ...

強迫自己倔強起來, 讓自己覺得自己還很年輕,

於是, 已經凌晨一點鐘, 我仍然還是醒著.

 

從前不會喜歡的曲子, 現在卻棲息在聯播的曲目裡,

或許因為曲子裡的歌詞, 說的正是自己.

"喜歡忙碌? 搞得很累? 電話吵醒的星期天?"

 

"分不清東南西北, 分不清我的地我的天~"

我的生活怎麼了?

白. 於是...

任何顏色的灰塵, 都會形成瑕疵.

 

真摯的愛情? 瑕疵讓擁有變成回憶.

最近聽見了一位朋友陳述他的愛情故事.

殘念, 維持很多年的關係, 也許到了結束時,

真的只需要幾秒鐘幾分鐘而已.

 

地下鐵離開隧道重回地面的時候,

城市通常已經沒有陽光了, 我又一天工作到天黑.

跟我身處同一個車廂的人, 不曉得有多少個和我一樣,

嗯, 但是想深一些, 有那麼重要嗎?

反正這是一個你活自己的份兒就夠了的城市, 不是嗎?

 

也許我期待的是, 人情味? Maybe, 讓我期待那麼一個也許.

 

硬幣投下, 用了不倒半秒就決定的飲料.

然後再用不到二十秒就解決的飲料.

剩下孤獨的飲料罐, 讓我想起了,

朋友總是說我不會享受美好事物. (食物)

 

原來, 享受也有分短暫和不短暫, 我聽了沒法了解.

 

享受? 倒不如戴上耳機, 然後又一次沉醉在搖滾樂吧~

十點鐘的新加坡, 天空還是染紅著. 嗯? 核子能爆炸了嗎?

還是, 這意味著時候還早得很呢? 抑或者還有些甚麼在背後呢?

 

生活開始步上另外一個階段後的我, 是否已經不同了呢?

怎麼開始懷念之前的我起來了? 嗯, 那個甚麼也可以寫一餐的自己.

開始戀愛後, 開始工作後, 發現自己很少寫東西.

 

前天再次拿起了電吉他, 發現自己以往彈的東西, 已經不在了.

是我善忘嗎? 還是說, 我已經不同了? 嗯?

 

生活已經沒有靈感了嗎? 已經和原來的自己漸行漸遠了嗎?

已經到了沒有辦法抉擇的時候了嗎? 不解.

Been officially in Singapore for one week time, what I've done so far?

I'm working already, and officially step into adulthood (in my point of view),

start earning money to feed myself, and finally I have the right to discriminate those spoilt brats! Hooray!

But on the other hand, what I would like to comment is, working life is tiring and it's ain' easy to be Project Engineer.

 

Snapped some photos to share and aid my story telling.

I've been attending Building & Construction Supervisors Safety (BCSS) course for the first three days.

In Singapore, you must attend this course in order to work as supervisor or engineer level in a site.

Here comes the first two photos.

 

 

Photo L >> Idiotic course with text book over 200 pages to be swallowed in three days time, and a test in the last day.

Photo R >> The happy hour of everyday, free lunch with this coupon, although the food doesn't taste that nice.

 

Course ended and I eventually passed my test, means officially I can work in a site.

Went to the site situated in Sentosa, the miserable southern island of Singapore.

Sentosa plans to extend their 搵錢計畫, by expanding and adding more entertainment features.

They are currently building casino, amusement parks and hotels.

For my company, namely Solidus Electrical Pte Ltd, is actually a Sub-Contractor,

working under a Main-Contractor namely PanPoly in the amusement parks projects.

 

 

Photo L >> Architecture Drawing & Mechanical & Electrical (M&E) drawing example.

Photo R >> All the drawing of entire Amusement Parks on the hanging rack, faint. =.=

 

I've been secretly taking photo during my work, which me myself is not sure whether it's prohibited. Who care?

 

 

Photo L >> Basic Personal Protective Equipment (PPE) of Charles. My safety helmet in white color, which represent engineer. (Proud)

Photo M >> Shhhh, better don't tell I'm taking photo secretly.

Photo R >> Supervisor is discussing stuffs and finally I can take photo~

 

Hmmm, after working for a week, I would probably say, I'm not productive at all.

Reasons? I'm basically doing electronics during my degree years, and electrical stuffs, my understanding really quite shallow.

Supervisor is helpful and always never selfish to teach me stuff. In few days time, I did learnt many new stuffs.

But, I'm getting more and more guilty when I totally can't offer any helps when he's in need. Gawd!

After all, I will keep striving hard for this job and loving it cause I can really find what I want from the job. Wish me luck!!

 

Besides that, I still feel quite relief as I can always spend my weekend with 大小姐.

For this weekend, she'd been accompanying me to get some basic furniture in Ikea, and do some window shopping around.

Below shows some photos taken during the weekend.

 

 

Photo L >> Get this couple towels in Aussino, we bought it cause it's lovely. sweet.

Photo M >> Robbing? What the hell I'm doing? trying to tidy up my room and she put this to my head.

Photo R >> So called pretty girl, showing "V".