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12月30日 現實是殘酷的在明晚新年倒數來臨之前,
我還有數個小時的工作要做,
包括programming, literature reviews, and so-on.
睡了幾個小時過後, 還得去上課, Lab session, meeting, 又上課,
一直到晚上的八點.
看來今年是一個忙碌的歲末呢.
甚麼都不想幹,
躺在床上, 望著天花板上的風扇.
旋轉, 旋轉, 一直地旋轉... ...
我想如果你問風扇,
它知道自己在幹甚麼嗎?
它或許會回答你, "我在造福人群."
而我, 到底在幹甚麼呢?
甚麼都不重要, 甚麼都不想去思考.
只管自己蹉跎下去, 管不著會不會留下遺憾.
我說, 如果逃離了現實很久的時間,
回來過後, 會不習慣嗎? 會很難適應嗎?
夠了, 續杯綠茶後, 還得回到工作上.
天馬行空一番後, 還是得回到現實.
MSN Nick裡放了一個下午的 "Its a feeling of quitting everything"
還是得換回 "我會努力的" "Go Go Fighting" 之類的.
看來, 我總是輸給現實. 唉~ 無力~ 12月28日 again? Spoilt brats
Obviously, and honestly,
I have a low self-control ability.
I over-spent again, in this over-spending DECEMBER.
This is what i bought today, damn!
Price? better dun ask la hor~
 352530 ADIDAS Pro Classic Basketball shoes
I PROMISE, i won't shop again this year!
i hate giving empty promises!
-quoted at 12.55am 29.12.2007- 12月27日 數十秒的時間就在剛才前往戲院, 乘坐電扶梯的數十秒中,
我沒有說話, 只是靜靜地觀察迎面而來的人, 思考著一個問題.
有人對我的看法是一個硬頸執著的人, 有人說我是一個輕浮捉摸不定的人,
也有人說我是個極端偏激的人, 更有人覺得我是一個不學無術的人.
那麼多重身分的我, 到底那一個才是真正的我呢?
我想你們一定不會知道, 因為連我自己也沒有model answer.
 面對鏡子前面的自己,
我彷彿有一種陌生感.
這也已經不是第一次有人對我說,
試著更真誠地, 把自己赤裸待人,
讓身邊的人更了解自己, 這會是更好的結果.
而其實, 我想說的是,
我自己都不了解自己, 你們怎麼了解我呢?
也或許, 我真的沒有給身邊的人,
一個了解我的機會嗎? 12月26日 "攞命" 推介Hmmmm, i say,
do you have plenty of times,
doing nothing at home?
And i say,
do you have extra pocket money,
dunno where can u spend it?
Then i wud like to introduce to you,
a way, to spend your money and kill ur time.
Presenting...
<Alien versus Predator: Requiem>
 Alien Versus Predator Requiem or AVPR
totally "go up the car" movie for me.
Rating: 3.5/10
perhaps you may wan to try it,
as u never feel wat is "go up the car". who care, it's just christmas.My christmas?
disappointed, or perhaps, its a silent one and usual one.
like it? or maybe just get used to it.
spent the 2 days of christmas watching japanese drama.
i told u im quite outdated, so i just finished the drama,
<proposal daisakusen>, only in these 2 days.
honestly, quite like it, as i can see my very own characteristic and pattern inside,
from the lead actor.
i do love christmas,
but every year i got mixed feelings,
spending the christmas, am i weird?
 White christmas tree
 silver ball? 12月24日 一句話, 一個擁抱的力量小孩總會問,
"隔著海, 那會是有多遠?"
而身為成人的我, 可以給的答案, 會是...
"反正就是很遠很遠, 遠到用想念都還不能夠釋懷的遠."
二十二歲的我,
隨身聽裡播著現在最愛的歌曲,
頭頂著十二月二十四日凌晨的天空,
腦海裡想著最最最想念,
一個隔著海洋的人, 一個還沒能勇敢表白感覺的人.
三十二歲的我, 四十二歲的我,
對現在還沒能勇敢面對的我, 會感覺到後悔嗎?
我想, 即使到了七十歲的我, 仍然是個只會問著原因的遭老頭吧.
現在說再多也沒有用,
一句 "聖誕快樂" 和一個擁抱就夠了,
足夠給我勇氣, 足夠給我表白的動力. 12月23日 私函一則我從來沒有放棄過相信有聖誕老人的想法.
於是, 我決定了, 今年仍然給聖誕老人寫封信,
然後寄到芬蘭露雲娜美的聖誕老人村去.
給敬愛的聖誕老人,
你好嗎? 是我. 一年又過去了, 白雪紛飛的冬天又來臨了.
這代表聖誕節又即將來臨了, 雖然這裡沒有四季, 但是這城市還是有很多聖誕節裝飾.
你去年又失約了喔, 怎麼了?
好多年前, 你說這裡沒有雪地, 所以破舊的鹿車沒有辦法來這. 你之後應該更新了吧~
過後又說這裡的建築物沒有煙囪, 爬不進來. 那我晚上不鎖門啊!
還有一次, 居然說襪子的設計不合眼緣. 今年我多放幾個, 任君選擇可以了吧~
往後幾年, 又說我不乖, 結果沒有聖誕禮物. 我已經乖巧很多了唄!
最過分就是前年了, 說我到西馬讀書深造, 沒有我的地址, 到不了. (請看信封後的地址)
那, 你明晚會來嗎?
聖誕老人, 拜託拜託, 你嘛幫幫忙.
我今年沒啥大的要求, 就拜託傳遞我的心聲給她好了.
告訴她, 我仍然那麼想念她.
謝謝你, 聖誕老人.
僑. 12月22日 sing sing sing, sing till @#$%^&*I don't really love singing,
as compared to other activities.
But today, i went sing K, from 11am to 6.30pm.
with my housemates, they said wanna celebrate and enjoy,
during this very merry holiday.
Broke my very own record,
sing till mouth nearly broken.
actually the last few hours i already,
聲撕力歇, 喉嚨沙啞, nearly die of 缺氧.
i really bad in singing, honestly.
 The only nice pose in all photos, all others just like... ...rockers perhaps?
 The K members, (L-R): Soh, Priscilla, Lydia, Me n' Jiunnie
 Lunch at Neway, 炸雞牛油飯 Rating: 7/10
 非你莫屬 actually jasmine tea with honey, pineapple, orange and chinese plum.
Rating: 6/10
As return,
i plan to make some 湯圓 for my housemates,
who spending a day with me, enjoying together.
Today is 冬至, which is actually,
a day of reunion for chinese i think.
See how lovely is my 湯圓!!~
 湯圓 with my favourite "mangkuk arnab" Rating: ??/10
definately not many people can taste my "masak".
see how happy is Lydia??
 nice huh? i mean the 湯圓
Oh yea! Happy 冬至!! spoilt brats spending DECEMBERLadies and gentlemen,
proudly presenting the largest burger,
i had eaten in my life!
GET READY!???  Carl's Jr. Double Portobello Mushroom Burger Combo Rating 8.5/10
 Camparison of the burger with my head
 Glurp Glurp Glurp~
Can you guess the price of the set?
It's actually RM30.45,
the most expensive burger set i ever tried.
Honestly, it worth a try, why don't you stop by there, and try it out?
Went for movies with coursemates after the meal,
<National Treasure:Books of Secrets>
with a Rating 7.5/10 which is highly recommended.
 National Treasure: Book Of Secrets
Watched <Enchanted> as well this week,
Rating 7/10, recommended for couple.
Seems watched a lot of movies this month huh?
<Mad Detectives>, <Warlords>, <National Treasure>,
<Enchanted> and whatelse? definately coming soon blockbuster <AVP2>,
or maybe <Alvin and the Chipmunks>, <Golden Compass>, etc.
 Enchanted
Back to the reality now,
I've spent a lot of money this month.
Estimated, RM2000, i do feel that im totally a spoilt brats.
BUT WHO CARE, IT's D E C E M B E R!!!!! 12月21日 突然 很想見到妳 突然, 很想見到 '妳'.
純粹想見到妳, 哪怕只是短暫的瞬間.
有一種愛, 只能默默守候, 孤獨地想像妳的輪廓.
很想去看一場演唱會, 瘋狂地搖擺,
吶喊, 咆哮, 而且渾身疲累.
然後, 忘記一切.
逢いたい気持ち 12月16日 JUMP! JUMP! JUMP!Yea~ finally i can play this.
JUMP! 離開地球表面
I'm not good in singing,
i think i can play guitar better than i sing.
Here's the first ever video i 自拍 playing guitar.
Audio and also the brightness of the video are lousy,
due to the low quality camera.
Spent some times editting it, Enjoy! 12月15日 Interview with INTEL PenangFinally, the day had come.
口頭上說不在乎, 但其實心裡總是忐忑不安,
總是有甚麼 bugging著的感覺, 超不好受~
Attended the career talk,
in the morning, sharp at 9am.
Interview session started at 10am,
but my turn was scheduled between 1-2pm.
Unfortunately,
actually im doubt it's considered lucky or not?
to have 2nd interview, at around 4pm. (considered get thru the 1st one?)
It's never happened to be expected that, i can have the 2nd interview,
which actually drag me until 5pm.
 >>> The interview look <<<
The feeling is something like,
"I wanna give it a try, failure without a try, i just can't accept it."
but, the outcome is like, 怎麼覺得, 自己的知識是那麼的淺,
就是那種, 被人強姦, 而不能反抗的感覺. i hate this.
I was questioned bout many knowledges and questions,
which i supposed to understand, but, just can't answer correctly.
捫心自問, 都快讀了三年的電子課程,
烙在腦海裡的知識, 到底是有多少呢?
Interview 過後的心情是, 我真的可以投入工作嗎?
成績, 總是與我的知識相反的. 14.12.2007just got home from The Curve and 1 UTAMA,
went to meet up with old friends,
and watched <Warlords> 投名狀 with coursemates.
Frankly speaking,
i think i expected too much from the film,
not as nice as i predicted.
Rating: 6.5/10
Let's back to today's Schedule>>>
Meet up with Kaichun and Lausai,
at IKEA right after my project seesion in the lab.
Shanice, (supposingly in Aust. Brisbane) whom i din meet for quite a while,
appeared as well, as she's having holiday now, (actually she graduated)
and stay in KL for some times before transit back to KK.
We spend some times (1 hour+ i think) in IKEA,
it's been a long story, lazy to mention,
then off to have our dinner at KimGary.
 KaiChun, Shanice n' Lausai
 苦瓜汁 Rating: 7.5/10
 牛魔王鐵板餐 (西冷牛扒) Rating: 8.5/10
After Dinner, wander arond in The Curve,
walk walk walk, snap some photo,
then they continue with their Sing-K session,
while i'm going to 1U to meet up with coursemates,
to watch the movie at 930pm.
 Shanice, Lausai, KaiChun n' Me
 白雪紛飛之 The Curve
 追殺五月天
WAHAHAHA!
that's Mayday book,
KaiChun bought it for me,
as he know im a big Mayday fans,
He gave me as a birthday present~
THANKS KAICHUN!!!
Unable to blog properly tonight,
as actually i'm in a rush now,
tomorrow gonna be the interview with INTEL,
i should have preparing, rather than blogging now.
It's time to do some studies and review i bet~
wish me luck guys! 12月13日 離開地球表面 丟~ 丟~ 丟~ 丟~ 丟~丟掉手錶, 丟外套, 丟掉背包, 再丟嘮叨.
丟掉電視, 丟電腦, 丟掉大腦, 再丟煩惱.
在我丟 丟 丟 丟過後... ...
好像甚麼鳥都丟光光了,
可我始終還是丟不掉這個感覺, 那個吃醋的感覺.
我是個該死的醋罈子... ...
十二月十三日的這個凌晨,
我丟 丟 丟 丟 丟,
從昨晚的十一點丟到了現在,
還在不停地丟, 現在已經快五點鐘了,
我想, 我瘋了... ...
好, 決定了, 一定要把這首曲子練起來!
GOGO! 12月11日 致朋友們感謝那些祝福的SMSes,
Friendster comments, Facebook wall messages,
Phone calls from overseas(both UK and Aust, Thanks Sin n' KT)
面對面的祝福, 身體行動上的表示,
心裡沒有說出口的祝福, 和... ...
非常感謝!
沒有想過, 會是這麼一個生日會.
總是知道你們不會那麼輕易就放過我.
所以上Marketing 課時, 我總是膽戰心驚.
驚喜, 可以是期待的, 也可以是恐怖的,
就好像下一秒就要告白的心理. 哈! (笑)
不出所料, 連連的 "驚喜".
總是沒有遺憾, 沒有白費期待的感覺.
感謝你們的禮物, 你們的用心, 你們的款待, 還有, 你們的 "心思".
我不會忘記這最後一個在 KBU過的生日.
感謝! 感激!
charles 在這裡向你們鞠躬!
總是有驚喜的人們, 帶給了最愛驚喜的我, 謝謝! 12月10日 Embeded Videos of 22nd Bdaymaking wishes, and see how the so called friends treated me!!
A LA TAN, or called A LU BA in Taiwan,
normally they hit your(bday person normally) important part to pillar whatsoever.
im too heavy, so they have no choice, but using a stick to hit my important part!
F*CK! 二十二特地把床給整理乾淨,
躺在上面, 打開 iPod, 好好聆聽 <二十二>.
二十二並不是甚麼神奇數字,
並不是每一期樂透會開中的號碼,
更不是我的任何一組三圍數字,
而是... 而是...
過去的一年,
還是一樣, 還是這樣, 也還是那樣.
因為... 所以... 不但... 而且...
與其... 不如... 雖然... 還是...
OK啦!~
十二月十日, 又一次來臨了. 12月8日 8th December 破戒!As from title, yea, i break my own limitation.
As i'd officially announed wanted to keep fit, few days ago.
really, no kidding, when i discovered the pictures i took recently,
all showing negative result, i decided.
But, no choice, friend's calling ma~
Ah Lu:"hoi! come out loh."
who's Ah Lu? Oh, she's my class monitor for senior 2 and 3.
Chemical Enginnering Year 3 student,
who just arrived KL for internship for the coming 3 months.
8th December 2007 routine >>>
1st meal: Bandar Utama ATC Kopitiam economic rice.
then waited for half an hour at the bus stop,
waiting for them(Lausai, Ah Lu, Yam n' Sheng Yeong) to pick me up.
initially, i was thought of going to KLCC,
as planned by Ah Lu, mana tau they said go ONE UTAMA suddenly.
made me waiting like idiot in the bus stop, ngai~!
after some events taken place,
with altogether around 10 friends,
including the commerce class ex-TTSS same batch friends.
We had our lunch in Vietnam Kitchen, One Utama.
(That's my second meal of the day)
 Prawn Ball Noodle Soup rating: 6.5/10
 Iced Mint Tea rating: 7.5/10
Window Shop a while in One Utama,
till around 430 or 5, we took a rest in Secret Recipe.
Secret Recipe wo!!~ sure order cake ma~
ordered Chocolate Fudge Cake. (3rd meal)
 Chocolate Fudge rating: 7.5/10
Not syok enough? wanna go The Curve? ok bah!
The Curve really nice and full of romantic feeling this christmas.
Shop around again (the girls), wondering around, snap some photo.
 The fellowship, Ah Lu, Yam, Sheng Yeong n' Lausai
 the 4 of us
 camera took out, automatically get readied, wa! me leh?
 The Curve decoration
Tried the Green Tea Ice Cream, as recommneded by Sheng Yeong.
(hey, do you think that's the 4th meal?)
 Green Tea Ice Cream rating: 8/10
Continue shop around... ... ... ...
stopped by Ikano Power Centre,
as Mr.Egg wanted to come IKEA to buy some furnitures.
IKEA? yes, IKEA = Soft Ice Cream.
(gosh, that's the 5th one)
 See how happy we enjoy the ice cream? rating: 7/10
Beh Tahan tired, spend around one or two hours,
in Pet Safari and Popular Book Store,
till around 10pm.
Time for dinner d!!
Drive all the way to SS2 Wei Shek Gai,
to have our dinner.
(sorry man, that's the 6th one)
Arrived home, bathed.
Who know? maybe coursemates will ask for supper later,
which will be the 7th one?
Try to calculate,
how many set of Sit Up, Pumping, and basketball session,
i have to do, to get rid of the 'lemak' i absorb today?
but, btw, it's been long time,
to have such small small gathering and hang out with old classmates.
happy bout it. 12月6日 Deja VuDeja Vu, 似曾相識的感覺.
然而, 總是那麼熟悉又迷幻的感覺.
開了桌燈, 戴上了眼鏡,
耳機裡總是少不了的妳愛的歌曲.
然後, 腦裡重複出現妳的臉孔.
Deja vu, 怎麼那麼似曾相識的感覺?
喔, 原來...這就代表我又想念妳了...
又一次, Deja Vu. |
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