photo taken during 2008 Halloween and last Friday 19.06.2009.

8 months passed, and we proceed from 1st meet in Singapore into a pair of couple today.

大小姐 grew a bit chubby that's real, and she seems happier and more confident, right?

 

     

 

We visited New York New York again last Friday,

and we insisted to have the same seat we came for the 1st time.

Nothing much ever changed, there are still customers around our seat,

they are still using the same layout for the menu, and I'm still using the same camera taking these photos.

The only thing made difference, might be the relationship between us,

the different way of communicating between us, or maybe the atmosphere between us.

 

     

 

We ordered and shared a meat platter for 2,

quite satisfy with the food, but not for the drinks.

Everyone around us seems kinda surprise with out platter.

Why not??!! We the chubby duo definitely can finish them! heh~

 

It's great to have you 大小姐,

and know what, you grew chubby cause you always eat but never do exercise, lol~

Emptiness...

Lulu just reminded me of this word.

 

當一些事情已經超過了自己的零界點,

我開始感覺到了空虛. 只是, 或許你會覺得,

空虛這個詞語, 以我現在的年齡來說, 未免說得太年輕了吧.

於是為了能讓讀者們更耐心地閱讀, 我只好承認我的忍耐力超低的.

 

工作的生活裡, 會遇到一些雞巴的人和事.

感覺就好像一首歌, 沒有了曲子, 沒有了副歌, 然後一直重複同樣的段落.

那種感受比一直重複一首你不喜歡的歌曲還要痛苦.

說到這裡, 你們應該或多或少理解到了我現在的感受了吧~

 

那麼你或許會有疑問, 這些跟空虛到底有甚麼關係呢?

空虛, 或許是因為沒有選擇, 然後必須選擇你不喜歡的選擇.

空虛, 或許是因為每天都得對著雞巴人, 然後嘗試比他們更雞巴地嘻皮笑臉.

空虛, 或許空虛, 因而空虛... ...

任憑桌上的氣水發燒... ...

又轉了一圈的時鐘, 還是漫無目的地向前走.

腦細胞一顆一顆一顆, 喪失了活躍的性質, 然後... 死去...

於是, 感覺身體越來越緩慢, 遲鈍, 然後欲罷不能.

 

任由擺布似的, 跳了個tone.

原本放肆的, 已經安靜, 然後退色.

潛意識潛水般沒有浮現過, 已經停頓, 我想.

 

還是接受不了放棄, 把天線拉長,

嘗試接收微乎其微但確實存在過的頻率.

 

原來, 希望的電波仍然鼓動著... ...

強迫自己倔強起來, 讓自己覺得自己還很年輕,

於是, 已經凌晨一點鐘, 我仍然還是醒著.

 

從前不會喜歡的曲子, 現在卻棲息在聯播的曲目裡,

或許因為曲子裡的歌詞, 說的正是自己.

"喜歡忙碌? 搞得很累? 電話吵醒的星期天?"

 

"分不清東南西北, 分不清我的地我的天~"

我的生活怎麼了?