Merdeka Merdeka!

while my country celebrating it's 49th national day,

im also celebrating my merdeka day from exam!

i have around one month time for my year 1 break,

before proceeding to year 2!

 

Exam??

for 1 and a half weeks for the exam,

ya, and also the one week study break,

we'd been tortured roughly around 3 weeks.

 

My exam results,

its shame to tell, but the truth.

i spent many times revising,

but ended up,

i shake my head everytime come out from the exam hall,

yea, no choice, but resit!

 

why am i not worry bout my future?

am i gonna be just ordinary subordinate,

ordinary worker, ordinary engineer,

when i come out to society few years later?

 

I'd gave myself one more excuse,

year 1's academic result won't counted in

the final results in my degree,

only year 2 and final year counted in,

am i gonna be really hardworking that time?

dunno, wait and see.

 

niway, holiday now!

i wanna take a great opportunity,

spending my time wisely,

not study, but enjoy! gogo!! rock n' roll!

不知是哪來的興致, 我寫blog了.

currently in the exam week.

stressed? not really, but can't said dunhave any feeling also,

it's different from the phase test of last sem. wonder what's this feeling.

 

listening to 五月天阿信 <Happy.BIRTH.Day>.

忽略台灣人的 "Happy Burst Day",

Taiwanese always say "Happy Burst Day" instead of "Happy Birthday".

這是非常棒的歌曲.

u can get in to this website,

to listen the instrumental version, very nice!!

 

我想我該是詞窮了吧, 啊, 無語~

 

gogogo! 3 papers left!

aza aza FIGHTING!!

2.06am in the morning, wednesday already,

im currently in study week, next week exam lo!

i have many thoughts in my mind, im trying my best to express it out now.

 

went to library to do revision today,

quite successful, i did many maths questions,

but ended up my head very painful when i get home,

ate pills and rested a while.

 

started to feel my life quite empty,

my life without inspiration,

made me quit writing blog quite a while,

my last blog stopped around 2 weeks i think,

i mean the xanga one >> http://www.xanga.com/chaos981198

compared to last time,

i can write 3 to 4 blog per week,

but now, onli one piece once a couple of weeks,

is it i started to be 詞窮? im afraid this is the reason.

am i gonna be like this from now on? please,

this made me wanna quit everything, i start to worry bout myself.

 

i miss a girl right now,

someone very unique,

very active, very talkative.

why am i mentioning bout girls,

i kept many things inside, from being expossed to the world.

should i be honest to myself,

and telling her my true feeling?

yea, i dun have guts, im coward.

 

why do human love to complain?

yes, i love complain, as im normal human being.

why do people complain me bout this and that,

who the hell are them, having the right judging me!?

i wonder...

and why im judging people in 1st sight as well?

why i keep on complaining bout my life?

why...?

 

i do have many thoughts inside my mind,

why can't i express them out,

and writing it out,

and complaining my life without inspiration and ideas?

am i just too stressed? or what?

 

what the hell im talking about?

my english sucks,

and still dare to write so much damn thing,

what happened to me?

im not me.

 

i dreamed last night,

bout you again.

yea, another week passed.

yea, 2 assignments passed,

but still one more assignment, one more demo, one more presentation to go!

then study week and exam, what can i do?

 

being so tired doing the 2 assignments,

didn't sleep well(i even din sleep for the DM - Digital Microelectronics assignment),

but actually quite enjoy, cause doing with a bunch of friends,

we din sleep together, supper together, talk craps together,

i think i kinda a maniac or wat, as i quite love stress feeling, stupid huh?

 

went ONE U today,

meeting my friends,

oh yea, thanks LISA Chin,

always being there for me to bully,

really appreciate that (dun say i din mention bout u in blog).

took some photo and uploaded,

really looked stupid inside.

 

argh, tired, but i guess i have feeling now,

to update my xanga blog,

feel free to drop by.