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reporting - Life back in Sabah

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Reporting-in (for the end of June)

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慾望

星星

Let's pick n' brew

獻給某個女孩

收拾時偶遇日記本

未來十二個小時

溫柔

最重要的小事

行動

讀書讀到腦袋壞了?

Photo Album: Mt. Kinabalu Trip

Photo Album: Malacca, Johore trip 30th June

Photo Album: Pulau Langkawi trip 17th June

Photo Album: Random Photo May-June 08

Photo Album: 吉隆坡雲頂 Last Jump! 2008

Photo Album: Pangkor trip 31st March

Photo Album: Matter of Dead or Alive - Final Year Project

Photo Album: CNY 2008

Photo Album: Makan Minum December 07!

Photo Album: December 07, packed one

Photo Album: Craziest Bday ever had, the 22nd

Photo Album: Cameron Highlands Trip

Tue, 12 Aug 2008 11:09:55 GMT

Yea, get myself SIB (streamyx-in-a-box). Yes, means I'm back again to the Internet world.

Everything are still on track, my bed, my room, my spidey, etc.

Just, I cut my hair couple of weeks ago.

After trying so hard to "cari" my secondary school uniform,

I found myself really didn't change much after all,

just... a bit chubby la hor!~ the button of my pants are a bit... tight.

Wondering how many schoolmates still able to wear their school uniform. tee-hee.

Stay tuned for more.

Tue, 12 Aug 2008 04:05:03 GMT

封了白霜微塵的木吉他上, 簡單地扫了幾個和絃.

於是, 心情就平復得像窗外的午夜細雨. 靜靜地, 安頓心裡的野獸.

-七月下旬某日-

如果忘記一個人是那麼難辦到的話, 為甚麼還要這樣難為自己.

所以, 到了現在, 我對妳的一切仍然是那麼地熟悉, 宛如昨天才發生的一樣.

-八月上旬某日-

空氣中的份子和灰塵, 都不爭氣地想念了妳起來. 而我... ...

兩年半前我們曾經一起出現過在這裡.

兩年半後我和一群不同的人一起在這裡, 而我是那麼不經意地又想起了妳.

-八月上旬某日-

今年的奧運開幕禮, 和家人一起觀看.

我們甚麼時候, 會成為家人一起觀看奧運開幕禮呢?

遙遠. 比傳遞聖火的九萬七千公里還要遙遠嗎?

-八月八日-

Tue, 29 Jul 2008 10:37:02 GMT

was officially back in KK for almost 2 weeks.

What I've done?? i would like to say these are all totally meaningful.

For instant, working part time by manufacturing fuse boxes (100% guaranteed working),

to earn myself a trip to Mount Kinabalu.

Honestly, I'd never been so proud of myself, by sponsoring myself for a trip.

The most important thing would be, I conquered the mount,

by taking the Mesilau trail (the most difficult trail so far).

What else?

Bunch of coursemates from west malaysia been visiting Sabah, for the past 2 weeks.

Guiding them to many places, eat tonnes of yummilicious food all over KK, and so-on.

Oh yea! Sin Ching Yee was back in KK for holidays,

spent so many great moments with her, gossiping around,

and also playing rummi with others.

Alright, this will be a short entry,

just in case you people missing me so much.

And, i have no internet access yet in my place,

trying to apply, and hope everything will fo fine.

See ya!

Tue, 15 Jul 2008 21:53:32 GMT

作事情總得好頭好尾,

這篇 entry或許將會是我最後一篇在這間房間的最後一頁.

因為, 待會我將離開了, 離開這個待了幾乎三年日子的地方.

2005年的12月4日, 來到了這個地方.

起初非常不習慣, 沒甚麼朋友, 對於總是喜歡和恨多朋友呆在一起的感覺的我而言, 是個惡夢.

總覺得為甚麼其他朋友可以出國深造, 我卻非得在這個鬼地方唸書.

果然我三年前的預測是對的, 或許在我離開的時候真的會感覺不捨.

日子一天一天地過, 日復一日, 事情果然開始改變了.

遇到了很多朋友和給了我不少教誨的長輩們, 令我的人生觀開始改變,

為我枯燥乏味的日記本加上了調味料.

我沒有後悔選擇了這裡, 因為我在我的人生樂章裡創造了這段優美的旋律.

Tue, 15 Jul 2008 04:21:29 GMT

Who care whatever people said, i did my very best. Right?

As promised, i announce the good news from me. lol.

p/s: my student ID is 6490

Fri, 11 Jul 2008 18:43:45 GMT

才幾天沒有 blog,

就感覺好像過了很久那般.

這幾天發生了很多事情唷,

心情好像雲霄飛車那樣,

離開了地心引力, 經過了360度迴旋轉彎,

然後經歷漫長的斜坡, 又回到了最高點.

有好事情很想公佈,

我想還是等多一陣子吧,

總得保持適當的低調.

那就請大家耐心地等待等待吧, 謝謝.

Wed, 09 Jul 2008 06:10:04 GMT

今天心情很藍, 我想我已經擠出了最後一些笑容.

我不想說話, 那就千萬不要跟我說話.

"Looking back on how it was, in years gone by,

and the good times that i had, makes today seems rather sad,

so much has changed." - <Yesterday Once More>, The Carpenters.

對於一件事情的堅持和執著, 失去了熱情的話, 那就再也不是熱情.

"如果昨日可以再從來的話?" 我一直以來都試著不去說的一句話.

如果可以從來, 我們擁有的此刻, 就不會變得珍貴. 我就不是我了.

然而我卻是那麼盼望從來一遍. 此刻感覺無比的矛盾.

Fri, 04 Jul 2008 13:55:14 GMT

<小宇宙> , 蘇打綠的歌聲開始了一個幾乎毫無準備的旅途.

-30.06.2008 白沙羅-

古城馬六甲, 是一種遊樂的心情, 把我帶到了這裡.

試著用很文化的心情逛著文化街, 用新鮮的口味嘗試著新食物.

把歷史課本裡的風景, 加上心裡的少許期許, 變成了眼前可碰觸的實物.

我彷彿可以感受到, 那次看見妳照片裡帶來的喜悅.

我開始期待那麼一個如果, 如果可以和妳一起來這裡逛逛.

-30.06.2008 馬六甲-

天氣憂鬱了起來, 灰濛濛的天空, 凍結了的空氣.

望著無人的街道, 任由隨身聽操控著心情.

今天錯過了一些事情, 或許是可以令我起死回生的事情.

我真的可以那麼瀟灑, 放下後離開嗎?

-30.06.2008 東甲-

百年老樹, 一千個一萬個故事.

我的到訪, 成就了千千萬萬個故事中的其中一個.

然而, 我仍然希望可以和妳一起創造故事,

在我們自己生命裡千千萬萬個故事的開端.

-01.07.2008 峇株巴辖-

在多年歷史的火車站裡吃著烘麵包,

注意身邊的人, 今天乗火車回來的人不多, 離去的人也不多.

期盼的人還沒有回來嗎? 不必感慨. 或許這樣也代表了一些人心愛的他/她還沒有離開自己.

-01.07.2008 居鑾-

遇見了照片裡才會出現的風景,

那些總是充滿詩意的濃密大樹所遮出來的一條道路.

秋天快來臨了, 我的愛.

-01.07.2008 拉央-

就算是平時一直聯播的歌曲, 總是和收音機播放出來的感覺不一樣.

也就代表了, 每一次只能在照片裡看見妳, 確實是很不足夠.

此刻, 很想看見妳.

-01.07.2008 新山-

Sun, 29 Jun 2008 16:57:26 GMT

Alright, due to time and technical constraints,

I will write this entry in English.

My comp just broke down, few days ago,

and i'm now using Bobo's (Kian Hong) lappie.

means? there will be lesser entries from now on.

(maybe, who knows? as charles's body will getting itchy when not posting blogs.)

Was out for a couple of days for this weeked,

mostly spending times with my relatives family, my aunts and her families.

As my cousin is going to start her tertiary study here, in a local university.

What i did for the weekend was something like acting as a tour guide? think so.

I'm going out again for a few days, start from tomorrow,

for my next trip, going south from my origin.

yea, Malacca the historical land and also Johore, the south gate of Malaysia.

I met a girl today, before i started my long and winding journey back home.

She looked 90% similar as "you", even her way of talking, gestures, and feels.

God-damn, she made me start to think bout "you" again and again. But, just who care, right?

Sometimes i'm asking myself, what the heck actually I'm doing?

spending most of the times for thinking and imaginations only, and acting romantic... ...

For the past few weeks, i'd been receiving news and updates from friends like,

A is breaking up with B, probably with the appearance of C.

D is getting together with E secretly, since years ago.

F is a nice boy firend, but the only problem of G cannot get along with his bad handling of hygiene problem.

H and I is breaking up, with a common idea of they should calm down for short period, and whatsoever.

maybe you would like to comment, "Gimme a break~!"

just, I would like to add, "Relationship nowadays are getting more and more complicated."

This is not a game that i used to played years ago, sad. =.=

Lastly, it's some sort of feeling that, hmmmmmmmmmm,

I'm not acting and doing what i used to do, or in short,

I'm not me for the time being, since the start of June.

(sorry bah! broken English masih mau blog guna English!)

Wed, 25 Jun 2008 21:46:02 GMT

甚麼是缺陷美?

人生中一定要有些遺憾, 才會更精采嗎?

我的遺憾, 或許是... ...

不能夠像玩角色扮演遊戲那樣, 可以儲存和載入吧.

在面臨很多的抉擇和分叉路前選擇 save,

然後不滿意的時候可以隨意地 load.

偷偷在向妳告白之前, 押下儲存.

然後在被妳拒絕之後, 載入之前的檔案.

人生中, 偶爾走錯了一步, 別人就會用過去式詞語來討論你.

present, continous tenses, or perhaps future tense? 通通都不對.

他們的言論, 將充滿 "如果" 和 past tense.

"如果當初, 他勇敢告白的話, 他和她或許已經在一起了."

如果嗎? 那麼多的如果... ... 真諷刺.

Fri, 20 Jun 2008 14:44:09 GMT

慾望, 誰最先駕馭這東西? 我和妳之間.

我常常習慣性地回憶和幻想,

無論是在失眠的夜晚, 忙碌的深夜,

一個人泡在麥當勞的凌晨, 或者是酒醉的早晨.

Sat, 14 Jun 2008 22:06:37 GMT

思考過了嗎? 是哪一個渾蛋天文學家.

思考過了嗎? 是哪一個笨蛋大科學家.

以訛傳訛地, 說天上的星星是漂亮的五角形物體,

讓小孩子們崇拜又嚮往.

你們都忘了, 小孩子有長大的一天.

他們會發現事實真相的一天, 他們會發現星星其實是些醜陋石頭的一天.

他們會開始學習接受事實的痛苦, 看清楚世界殘酷一面的一天.

大人們都錯了.

我忽然間, 不想長大... ...

Sat, 14 Jun 2008 15:21:12 GMT

Perhaps you would like to have a cup of Brazil Arabica and Blueberry Cheese Cake with me, dear?

Mon, 09 Jun 2008 04:26:26 GMT

無限的沉淪, 感覺離現實的地平線越來越遙遠.

總是提不起精神去說, 去做, 去實現, 去嘗試.

只管不斷地沉淪... ...

我想最近, 唯一提得起精神去幹的,

只有這一首歌, <HAPPINESS>.

花了心思去錄製, 一次OK.

第一次學習 <HAPPINESS>,

是2004年, 感觸很深很深的一年.

也因為2004年, 讓我在吉他造詣上跨了一大步.

敬請欣賞 <HAPPINESS>, 主旋律鋼琴與吉他配音的交錯.

Thu, 05 Jun 2008 15:50:10 GMT

"忽然, 很想有本記載關於妳的本子,

於是, 我開始寫了... ..."

- 28/12/2006 (四) 午 2.14pm

"剛剛佩珊用撲克牌幫我做戀愛占卜,

說我們之間還隔著一個女子.

... ... ... ...

不知道, 因為占卜不可以100%相信.

很想回家online 和妳分享, 但妳已offline了.

... ... ... ...

但是, 我認真想了想, 還是唯獨妳, 那麼特別,

我想我是認真的, 喜歡妳了."

- 07/02/2007 (三) 凌晨 12.58am

"倩依說, 應該是時候告白了,

與其接受將來說和其他人拍拖了, 自己傷心,

倒不如來個直接了當, 說個明白.

原本還有少許信心和決心,

但是一覺醒來, 所有決心都跑光光了."

- 17/02/2007 (六) 午 12.59pm

"慘了, 劇毒已攻心!

剛才拨了通不算長的電話給妳,

妳的聲音, 聽起來有少許不同,

是因為太久沒聽見了嗎? 還是... ..."

- 02/03/2007 (五) 凌晨 12.45am

"明天就要回KL 了, 很納悶.

不想回去, 因為這裡有妳."

- 04/03/2007 (日) 凌晨 12.26am

"剛才吃飽了晚餐, 肝臟很熱, 很痛,

要知道肝臟沒有神經線,

好像可大可小, 不知道咧.

但是, 在那個時候, 我卻實在想起了妳."

- 18/03/2007 (日) 凌晨 1.03am

"妳reply了.

'你以為我不知道你暗戀我呀?'

類似之類的sms, 我感到沾沾自喜,

不知道是好事還是壞事,

妳也在等一個答案嗎?"

- 23/03/2007 (五) 凌晨 2.39am

"今天終於和妳相遇了.

... ... ... ...

就好像小孩子隔天出游,

前一天晚上會睡不著覺, 我也是.

我很幼稚吧, 面對妳的時候."

- 07/03/2007 (六) 晚 11.52pm

"妳說妳睡不著, 於是我就sms,

then 鼓起了勇氣, 打電話給妳."

-07/05/2007 (一) 凌晨 3.20am

Sun, 01 Jun 2008 17:20:24 GMT

午夜1點鐘!

十二個小時後,

我要狠狠地吶喊個夠.

我要彈吉他彈到耳膜壞掉.

我要吃吃吃吃吃吃到肚皮撐破.

我要瘋狂地玩個痛快.

只因十二個小時之後,

我就成為一個無業游民!!

Microwave Technique & Radio Propagation (MTRP)

10am - 1pm 2nd June Monday KBU Multi Purpose Hall

Fri, 30 May 2008 21:46:11 GMT

我不喜歡口頭承諾, 所以一旦給了承諾, 沒有兌現的話, 我心裡會很不好受.

我說的是, 我又作了很難兌現的口頭承諾. 對不起.

陪伴我等待黎明的, 是字體密密麻麻厚厚一疊的筆記, 一杯咖啡, 還有不斷聯播五月天的 <溫柔>.

"不知道, 不明瞭, 不想要, 為甚麼, 我的心.

明明是想靠近, 卻孤單到黎明."

當然不是因為歌詞, 只是忽然覺得, 英式搖滾比較適合凌晨的我.

Sun, 25 May 2008 21:58:53 GMT

凌晨5時50分, 是早安, 還是晚安呢?

已經懶得去分辨, 你會說, 這樣累嗎? 其實還好.

吉隆坡, 好像不是深藍色的.

是屬於甚麼顏色, 已經抄筆記抄到色盲的我,

暫時分辨不出來.

剛才發呆, 看見了布告板上自己的字跡.

"別忘了, 和她最重要的小事."

我的那一個她, 現在在哪裡呢? 在幹些甚麼呢? 嗯...?

我? 我在屬於不知道甚麼顏色的吉隆坡國度,

奮鬥著, 直到燈火通明呢.

妳會說, 這樣累嗎? 其實很累, 而且我在想念妳.

Sun, 25 May 2008 04:09:31 GMT

我們做了, 你呢? ... ...

Fri, 23 May 2008 20:03:32 GMT

凌晨時分, 沒有糖的阿拉比卡. 此刻, 想起了甚麼?

遙遠咖啡的原產地, 位於巴西的米納斯吉拉斯?

還是應該如何用最簡的方法, 製造Higher Order Filter?

亦或者, 今天早上考卷裡空白處應有的答案?

別人覺得引以為豪的事情, 對我來說只是一堆廢物.

幹嘛把自己的標準, 都套牢在別人的身上? 很重, 很重, 很重... ...

重得地球或許已經無法每小時旋轉15度.

我們的生活, 還得繼續這樣下去多久呢?

腦細胞已壞死, 就這麼死亡. 加油charles.

Tue, 12 Aug 2008 04:57:25 GMT

Mt. Kinabalu Trip

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Fri, 04 Jul 2008 19:06:03 GMT

Malacca, Johore trip 30th June

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Sun, 22 Jun 2008 09:30:05 GMT

Pulau Langkawi trip 17th June

on the bus to airport

the gents

departure board

tallenst and the .....

Kian Hong (Bobo)

Jiaho

Me n' LaiKH

Bobo, Jiaho, ChinPang n' Cynthia

Along n' TengHoong

TsengHeng (betbet)

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Tue, 10 Jun 2008 19:03:30 GMT

Random Photo May-June 08

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Sun, 20 Apr 2008 06:47:42 GMT

吉隆坡雲頂 Last Jump! 2008

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Fri, 18 Apr 2008 16:07:48 GMT

Pangkor trip 31st March

7a.m. Ipoh

Foh San Dim Sum Restaurant

dimsumssssssssssss

Kang Jie, Kelvin, Nigel

Daifei a.k.a Kean Hon

Pei Shan, Sok Yee n' Brandon

cheeeeeeeeeeeeeers

menglembu? wonder what place is that.

to Sitiawan

Kasturi's place

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Fri, 18 Apr 2008 15:41:09 GMT

Matter of Dead or Alive - Final Year Project

Everything started by this - Project Acceptance Form

Jalan Pasar, so called the heaven for electronics components

ECAD LAB, i done my design and everything here.

My working station. ECAD40

Charles on ECAD40

Chin Pang, Brandon n' Ching Lian

Ultrasonic circuit

Motor Driver Circuit

LaiCC's group is working

Our Motor Driver Circuit on PCB board

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Sun, 16 Mar 2008 09:28:19 GMT

CNY 2008

participants of sport meets >> Amos, Mok, Belinda, XiaoYun, Bangla, Caren n' CK

Best Athlete speeching

Dino n' Xiao Yun

simply loving this pose

formal one, XiaoYun n' Me

Clumsy Mok

Mok, XiaoYun, Christella n' Dino

Yam, XiaoYun n' Mok

Ronald n' XiaoYun

Victor n' XiaoYun

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Sun, 30 Dec 2007 05:28:24 GMT

Makan Minum December 07!

-1st Dec- Sushi King Soba Set

lil' Taiwan 愛玉冰

芒果撈

獅子頭

餃子

-5th Dec- Sakae Chicken Udon

Sakae Soba Set

-8th Dec- Vietnam Kitchen Prawn Ball Noodle

Spring roll

Peppermint Tea

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Sun, 30 Dec 2007 03:38:11 GMT

December 07, packed one

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Thu, 13 Dec 2007 15:23:41 GMT

Craziest Bday ever had, the 22nd

Ching lian n' me

Wong Kok Char Chan Teng big big iced tea

the marmite chicken rice~ wong kok's

the comparison

coursemateeeeeeeeeeeeees

using small straw to suck?

Night time, looked so girlish(simply loving it), with Lim

The earing?

dun jelez, we are having pizza buffet

Sim, who celebrated last week. losed liao, i spend more~ see how pissed off is he~

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Jonker Walk

Old Streets

random shot in Jonker

LaiCC n' me

Thomas Edison invention

Wed, 03 Oct 2007 15:27:56 GMT

Cameron Highlands Trip

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